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STITCHES

Ithought that this will be easy for us
but now Its so hard to accept
that this is happening
Its really hard to explain this relation
from one hole to other hole
side by side
putting a thread inside a hole
its so hard
never thought that this will be harder
than what I think at first
hayz
ang hirap naman

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Pagmamahal

Ang pagmamahal?
Isang emotion o isang illusyon?
ano nga ba tlga ito?
nkakalito no?
sa parte ko lang
san man akong lugar dumako
ito lagi nararamdaman ko
nagtatalo ang dalawang
kasagutan sa aking pag iisip..
bakit?
dahil naramdaman ko na ang dalawang ibigsabihin
ng pagmamahal
Ang pagmamahal...
nahahati sa dalawang dibisyon ng buhay
ang negatibo at positibo
Negatibo dahil pag nagmahal ka walang babalik sayo
Positibo dahil may tyansa itong maibalik
mahirap tlga kontrolin ang tao
mas lalo na di mo sya mauutusang mahalin ka o sino pa man
kaya kailangan mo sumugal sa buhay
upang malaman ang kasagutan.
Marami ng nadamay dahil sa pagmamahal na ito..
ang iba ay Nagpakamatay, Nagkalokoloko ang buhay, Naglaslas
Nagkaroon ng Bisyo, Nawala sa Sarili
at iba pang masamang bagay na maaring maidulot ng pagmamahal na ito
ngunit sa bawat negatibong pangyayari
may naka kurba ring positibo
ang iba Ay nag Live happily ever after
nagpakasal, gumawa ng madaming anak, magkasamang namatay
at iba pa..
ayyy.!!
sa salitang
Gumawa ng Madaming Anak..
kasama ba ang pagmamahal sa tinatawag nating seks?
sabi nila kapag nag seseks kayo ng iyong kasintahan
ay mararamdaman kung gano nyo kamahal ang isatisa
naikwento sa akin ng aking tito
na ibaiba yun
kung pano matukoy kung gano ka kamahal ng
kasinatahan mo through seks...
1.Walang Init- Di ka masyadong mahal ng kasintahan mo
kasi di nya ibinibigay ang lhat
sa spesyal nyong gabi...
2.Medyo ma Init- Going strong ang iyong pagsasama kasi
gusto pa ng gf mo
3. Bigay na Bigay ang Lahat- Mag live happily ever after kayo kasi gusto pa
ng kasintahan mo ang sarap na nararamdaman nya
tuwing gagawin nyo iyon
kaya di ka nya hihiwalayan at uulitulitin nyo iyon.

Nako nako
payo ko lang sainyo
ito ay 90% Kalokohan at 10% Na Kalibugan :))
hahaha
pero ito an tlga
payo ko sa mga kabataan at mga senior citizen dyan
wag muna akyo mag madali sa pagaasawa
ang akala nyong sarap sa una ay kahirapan sa huli
hindi masarap magkaron ng anak!
lalo na kung wala kang trabaho..
magpakasawa ka muna sa buhay nyo
at kung marami kanang pera
magpakasawa kana sa pag gawa
sige tama na
nakaka L na ito haha

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Assignment" The word is an apple "

Dyusko
hirap hanapin
guys if you
know about this story
please send it to my email
thank you

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Freedom Writing: Ill be Here...

One of my hidden
words..
I want to reveal it now..
I just cant do anything hehehe

I`ll Be Here....


Im like a book
You put back in a shelf
waiting for your hand
to pull me back again......

Im like a star
waiting for you to put
me back in your sky.
To lighten up your darkest night....

You said sadness covered
your heart, eversince we part
if you`ll just comeback
I`ll take you out of the dark

You didnt loose me,
You just leave me hanging
In Love,
for a reason that I dont know
if its worthy enough
to turn your back away from
Love.

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Freedom Writing: Show Me :D

I cant call this a poem
nor an essay
but a freedom writing :D
using a pen and a paper..
I decided to write during our class TLE
Ive been really bored because of the
lesson kinds of stitches..
and i continued it here at our house...


Show Me



Everytime
I Face the day with a strong heart,
Never expected
That You`ll set your love free...

But strength isnt enough
because, when you not stare
at the end of the night
I was bleeding Inside....

At eventide
I gather all the angels to guard me
from the aches that you`ll bring
and the fatal silence that you`ll sing....

But their wings can`t take me to heaven
and their halo`s cant make me well
so ill just wait for you to take me
Out of this HELL....

Its a wound that wouldnt heal
If you`ll not show me that your
Love is real

Its a heart that would be ill
if you`ll not show me what
you feel...

Just got bored so i wrote :p

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Youth Camp

Very good experience :)
I feel that im lucky enough to join this event
I meet different people
with different personalities..
this event helps these 4/5 different catholic schools
on san jose del monte bulacan
i guess?!
This will be the one
of the most memorable events in my life
hehe
I still remember Brother Jojo
he share his funny jokes
I love the Voltest V
Ta Ta Ran Ta Ran.... TADO!
hahaha its good
he can freely say what he wants to say
even though a
little kind of bad words
like hinayupak
in the front of the sisters of the convent..
they just laught at him..
hehe
There are 4 cute and beautiful girls
that I saw
they are very cute :)
I love the challenges!
We are just the 3rd group who finished it
its ok because there are 11 groups..
The dance steps are funny..
but i love the One way Jesus..
The steps in the chorus
is just like
Nobody-Wonder Girls
hahaha
atleast i experienced
awake straight 32 hours
even though I felt a lil bit sleepy during the mass
its ok
I found out a good solution
put saliva on your eyes!
hahahaha
because I dont have water..
and thats the only way to stay awake
so I did it..
I missed my family
most specially my mom hehe
When the event is finish
I found out a nice Idea!
to walk until the tricycle lain on the market of muzon..
After a few minuites of walking...
TADA!
we reached it haha
maybe almost one hour...
hahaha
our red blood cells all became active
I got home maybe 7:30 am
and I ate my breakfast
and open the pc and
sleep 10:00pm
thats straight!

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The Top 10 of the Weakest..

SAD...
ayoko man sabihin ito..
pero dissapointed tlga ako
sa mga exam results ko ngayon
tinatanong ko nga ako ba tlga un?
bat dati naman wala ako dun...
bat ngayon nandun nanaman ako..!
nakakainis ah
I know na kaya ko naman sila higitan
di ko lang ginagawa...
naiinis ako dahil alam ko an lakas nila...
pero naiinis rin ako dahil ung mga nataasan ko
ako nmn tinaasan
grabe but i think
i deserve it naman
kasi i didnt spend my time
to review my lessons
but facing this computer for the whole day
is a big mess...
nako po..
di rin ako makapaniwala...
COMPUTER SUBJECT 38/75 OR 70
for the first time
sa history ng buhay ko
ngayon lng ako nkakuha ng gnito
sa computer subject..
I know it isnt a big deal
pero its my proffesion(tma ba spell?)
bakit ko ibbgsak,..
ikumpara man sa iba nakasabit lang
sakit kea sa loob
hay nako
i dont want to be on the top of the weakest
nakabawi na ako nung 1st and 2nd grading
but then lumaki ata ulo ko
kaya ng gnito na ako
T-T

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Christmas Decoration



christmas decoration
what is the purpose of these small things?
to celebrate christmas?
to prepare for it?
or popularity?
ang masasabi ko lang
kailangan ba tlga ntin ng mga ito?
para lang maipagdiwang ang kapaskuhan?
bakit di ba ntin macecelebrate ang pasko ng wala
ang mga ito?
para lang sakin ha..
sa panahon natin ngayon
masasabi ko na
di natin kinakailangan
ang mga ito dahil
1. lubog tayo sa kahirapan dahil sa dumaan na mga bagyo..
2.mababa ang pondo ng pilipinas
3. maraming di naniniwala dito..
kung ikaw ang nasakalagayan
ng mga mahihirap, na damay ng mga bagyong dumaan..
ano mararamdaman mo?
napost ko lang itong blog entry na ito
dahil
sa inis ko nag cocomputer ako
bigla akong tinawag ng aking inay
para tumulong mag decorate
sa bahay
at mag kabit ng christmas tree
tae tlga...
Lessons Learned: ano essence ng mga decoration?

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To Hold Tight and To Let Go..

Sometimes we can
compare our life
into a piece of rope...
we need to hold hard
if we dont want to lose
anything..
but when the day comes that
you want to
remove it
all you just need is
to untie it on your heart
and forget everything.... :)

Lessons that I learn:

we need to bring something down because god wants us to pick something better :)

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Life Path :p Created Quote

Sometimes the river of life
flow in a different route. but where ever
it goes, we just have to follow...
put our trust and try to be optimistic
because when the river of life reach its
destiny, youll find out its still you and me :)

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A Man`s Promise

First of all i want to give you some informations about what i wrote..
Im just bored this afternoon and I saw a piece of pencil and a used bond paper
with smiley drawing
at the back :))
then i decided to write something on it..
while im waiting for that girl to call me...

I Apologize for the wrong grammars
and spellings ty..


Here it is..

A Man`s Promise- By Me :)

It aint wonderful to be exposed in a place
where poisons of love are spilled everywhere.....
where time will dare my faithfulness...
where emptiness will hung my sanity with a strand
and where memories will restrain my mind
to read what is beyond this time....
It aint winderful to realize
that we`ll be seperated for a while
And im certain...
Ill be missing You.
As much as you miss me...
If I can put your mind into rest
by making these promises,
then let your head lay down
and swim in a deep slumber,
Because ill be caregiving your love
and will always remember....
that once i said ill try
to be the best I can..
Because
I want to be your man forever....




I just have a free time to write it ill just share it ty..

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Youth Camp

I Dont have an idea
what are we going to do here
but when
I hear Youth Camp
the first thing that comes on my mind
is challenges...
because of the word camp
hmm as i know
all private schools in bulacan
are joining this camp..
maybe it will be nice
to see them
and meet with the other persons
and know each of their personalities
im really excited for it..
5:00pm-5:00am
its really nice
no sleep
hmm
i wish i have
the power to travel in time hehe
good luck tres de sanjuan
for the youth camp
and for the other representatives
of the school :)

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I MISS COCC :(

SATURDAY...
SATURDAY!?
SATURDAY!!!
SATURDAY!
OMG!
ITS OUR COCC Day
but then
couples of saturdays...
without COCC
is really boring
at first its really hard..
because your body isnt still on the condition
but then
as time pass by
your body will be with you..
what i mean is work with you
its like the game survivor philippines
i really love challenges
thats why i love COCC day
now my body is finding it...
i wish this next saturday
were going to have:))
because i really miss it...
PLEASE!
:(

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Failed Exams strikes back!

OMG what the hell?
as i promised to me this 3rd grading
ill make my self better..
but it looks like
the opposite of those promises
is what happening now..
maybe my head became big
because i got high grades
this 2nd grading...
OMG...
I wish i could turn back time
i really want to give it all
if i can retake those exams..
glad my major subjects isnt failed
but.. how about the other subjects?
It doesnt matter?!
NO! IT MATTER!
its not good that only major subjects
are the one you passed
but ofcourse the other subjects..
maybe if ill be given a chance
to listen on our lessons..
I will do...
And now Im Promising
in the front of the readers
ill try to do everything
just to pass the exam :)...
Lessons I Learned:
Dont be Confident on what will just happen
But be Confident on those things that already
Happened...
Lanz:)

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